划过天边 我许了个愿
希望能永远看你笑脸
你的笑容让我依恋
想把你留在我身边

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钢琴

望着那陈旧的钢琴
它的轮廓不禁让人觉得孤单
它曾经带给我们许多回忆
也随着音乐的声音而离去

放在钢琴上面的琴谱
五线谱上跳着一颗颗的豆芽
诉说着过去曾有过的甜蜜
却随着时间的流逝而淡去

钢琴上的黑键 就像是你我的爱
说少不少其实也并不算多
钢琴上的白键 就像是你的诺言
参差这的黑键 都是你的谎言

我想我已懂得 爱情不是一个人
就能够弹奏出的幸福旋律
没有你陪在我身边
四手联弹不再完美
我只能一个人守着诺言

我想我已懂得 孤单只是我一人
我的世界只剩下一种快乐
那是你给我的温柔
我会永远放在心中
我答应你我会永远守候
我给你的承诺

Notes: 你又不敢对她说出你的爱，那你又为何而流泪? 我只能一个人守着诺言.

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#14: Love, Care, Hope
A song I wrote,
A point to note,
You told me the words that left me dazed.
A single date,
Promises made,
I told you the feelings that I've hid so long.

Nobody knows,
That my heart left a special place for you.
One day I hope,
That this love will get to you.

Chorus:

I know, I hope, I wonder why
My heart beats so fast when you you're there.
Even when you've gone so long,
Your smile still lingers in my mind.

I love, I care, I'll wait for you
For I will always be there for you.
Even if the sky shall fall,
I will be there, to be with you.

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#13 Everlasting

Everlasting is the song I'm going to sing now
Its not like I don't wanna say it now
But it is probably not yet time to say
I hold you dear to my heart and soul
You're the reason I love again after so long
You're the only one that accompanied me till dusk
Even when faced with the harsh realities of life
I know my love that is of eternal love
Will last till my wish for love is granted

Like a light so far
Only darkness ahead of me
Very close to losing my way
Eventually, I know you will find me

I know, you're the one that I wanna be with.

*Notes: Coded song, this time round, its just the lyrics though, never had time to think of a tune, nonetheless, I still made it meaningful in a way. Have fun deciphering! HAHAHA

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#11 Special

Who am I to you,
For you are the special one to me.
One that brightens up my life,
One that showed me how to smile

Did I arrive too late,
In your life of many days.
2 months to be exact,
Enough for you to fall in love with another guy.

I just wished,
I had the chance to be.
Someone special in your heart,
Someone you hold dear to.

But I only hope,
That you would be happy.
With someone you love,
For I would be happy as long as you are.

You are not the one,
I am all alone.
It doesn't matter at all,
As long as you are not alone.

I loved you,
And I still do.
I just want you to know,
I'll be always there for you.

Written by fallen reason ©2009. fallen reason is a registered trademark in the name of Chow Yuan Ing. Protected by copyright laws.

Notes: I'm happy, as long as you are.

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#10 Song of Hatred

Every right to hate, you apologised too late.
All the pain i loathe, you do not deserve my love.
Rot together with earth, and witness hatred's birth.
For you will hear bells, that lead your soul to hell.

Awaken to your destiny, for you will realise you're so lucky.
Born to hate, loved too late, promises ate, i'm not your lovely date.
Awaken to your destiny, get down on your kness.
Pray for forgiveness, for giving me loneliness.

Never changed, I am still the man I did not want to be.
Words so strange, I did not understand my destiny.
If my destiny was to hate, then did I love too late?
If I was to love, then would you be the one I chose?

No, the answer is no!
I will never love, one that showed me how to break promises!
I will never hate, one that showed me how to love!
For the only one I will ever choose, this song is for you.
I once loved you, but now I hate you!
This is my love, and I'm throwing it away now!
Down the drain! Down the sewers! Down the sea!
Into a fish's mouth! Turns to Shit!

For you, did not deserve my love!
I loved you so hard, you never replied!
You broke so many things!
Your promises, my heart, our love, our future!
You, don't deserve my LOVE!!!

This, is the song of hatred!
A song of how much I hate the one that I once loved so much!
Your name is to be forgotten!
I told myself to move on! But I'll do that while hating!
Hating the one that I loved so much, I do not love you anymore!

Written by fallen reason ©2009. fallen reason is a registered trademark in the name of Chow Yuan Ing. Protected by copyright laws.

Notes: said before that every song deserves its story to be told, so i guess this song i wrote deserves a place on this blog aniwaes. It's my feelings like very long ago, but i've long buried it, so it doesn't really mean anything anymore.

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#9: Why Did You

Now everything seems perfectly fine,
but I didn't know what to say.
Stuck at absolute square one,
thinking of what I should have done.

Thrown my pride away,
thrown my selfishness away.
I did this all for you.

Close my eyes,
and pray for your heart.
That you will understand,
my love for you.

So why did you cry?
Why did you smile?
Why did you make those frowns between your eyes?

Why did I love?
Why didn't I know?
Why did I seem to love you too much?

So why did I care?
You asked me why.
Cuz you're the only one to make me smile.

Why did you love?
Why did you know?
That my love will,
Never end.

Written by fallen reason ©2009. fallen reason is a registered trademark in the name of Chow Yuan Ing. Protected by copyright laws.

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我很羡慕当初的我们
因为只是存在着我们
爱情的门
钥匙不见了
该从哪开始去寻找

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#8 : 等待爱

我坐在家里望着电脑
等待着你的名字出现
等着等着眼渐渐闭上
我也慢慢进入了梦乡

醒来后发现已过午夜
你的名字依然没出现
你可能也在哪儿等候
我的爱道底几时会来

等待爱 爱等待 等待着爱情到来
没有谁 能取代 你在我心中地位
若发现彼此相爱
不要再等待 尽心去爱吧

不能说 说不出 心中彼此的爱
不敢说 还是并没有爱过对方
不在乎以后的事
只要能拥有 这一刻就够了
我会一直等待 这爱情到来

Written by fallen reason ©2007. fallen reason is a registered trademark in the name of Chow Yuan Ing. Protected by copyright laws.

给我爱的人:
可能你会觉得我傻,
对这你认为没有结果的爱如此执着,
但你错了,
我相信,
只要我诚心地去等待,
这爱始终会有结果.

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#7 : If

As you said these words to me
You held me so tight
I did not know what you meant
Till the day i thought i lost you

As you told me how much you loved me
I kissed you as usual
You cried I did not know why
Till you asked me this question then I thought

Chorus:
If tomorrow is the end of the world
What would you do, what would you say
Would you leave me alone
Or would you tell me you love me too

If tomorrow is the end of the world
What would I do, what would I say
I'll stay by your side
I would tell you how much I love you (<--end of chorus)

Standing right here infront of you
I could only promise you
No matter what happens to us
I will hang on to this love so it lasts

You held my hand and showed me your love
Till the end i will give you my word
So long as we still exist
My love for you will never cease

Chorus

Written by fallen reason ©2007. fallen reason is a registered trademark in the name of Chow Yuan Ing. Protected by copyright laws.

*To the one I love so,
Even if today is the end of the world,
I'll still love you,
even if there's only one minute.

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#6 : 一分钟的爱

时间慢慢倒数到最后一秒
正当每个为此而继续祈祷
我只想到要此刻和你拥抱
就算这份爱无法永远长久

我看着你闪亮的眼睛
不禁想起与你的曾经
当世界只剩那一分钟
我只想爱你爱到剧终

世界末日将要来临
我想给你一切的爱
把这份爱浓缩凝聚
成为着一分钟的爱

一分钟不算是长久
但是至少你会明了
我所能给你的爱意
不会一分钟后熄灭

Written by fallen reason ©2007. fallen reason is a registered trademark in the name of Chow Yuan Ing. Protected by copyright laws.

*给我爱的人才:
就算只剩那么一分钟,
我还是回选则对你说,
说出那只能对你说的那三个字,
我爱你,
到永远.

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#5 : 慢慢爱

一开始 不知彼此的想法与爱意
渐渐地 一切开始变得虚无缥缈
但后来 我们之间的距离被缩小
之后慢慢明白已经爱上了对方

刚开始 不知如何表达彼此心意
过不久 不知是不是错爱了对方
可是却 不知除了爱你还能爱谁
最后我只好耐心等待爱情降临

说爱你 不过是那三个字
别犹豫 也许说了会好过一点儿
只可惜 不懂你的心
是否也会像我一样那么爱着你

心太急 我们说了慢慢来
别说了 就让我们等待吧
到最后 结局一定是
我们会长厢斯守地爱着彼此
到永久

Written by fallen reason ©2007. fallen reason is a registered trademark in the name of Chow Yuan Ing. Protected by copyright laws.

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#4 : living on, moving on, without you

But

#Chorus:

I'm living on
and moving on
and doing this
all without you

life goes on now
like a river
like an ocean
never ending

I'm living on
and moving on
and doing this
all without you

and life goes on
i'm all alone

here i am
all alone out there
there you are
breaking my broken heart

looking back
at all the things i've done for you
and all of these
are just my love for you

it's raining
but not out there
it's raining
right here in my heart

it's breaking
not that glass over there
it's breaking
right here it's my heart

#Chorus

Written by fallen reason ©2006. fallen reason is a registered trademark in the name of Chow Yuan Ing. Protected by copyright laws.

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#3 : L is for love

Look over there
Under the skies
Can't you see it
I'm in love with you

Never gonna give up
Don't say a word
Anything's worth it
Cuz i love you

Chorus:

Nothing more than words
Can speak my love for you
Wanna hold your hands
In real life not in my dreams

Everlasting love
Is all that i can promise you
L is for love
That i promise you

Written by fallen reason ©2006. fallen reason is a registered trademark in the name of Chow Yuan Ing. Protected by copyright laws.

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#2 : 三月六日

那年我们听着说爱你
我想这就是真的爱情
你说只想做普通朋友
我也没办法可以挽回

再次听到熟悉的玄律
眼里已经泛起了泪光
我以第二次爱上了你
只想谈谈一段简单爱

chorus:

三月六日我们相爱的那一天
四月十二我们分手那一天
过了两年我还想着你的笑脸
是不是我真的已经爱上你

我以为我已经可以忘记你
后知后觉你已刻在我心里
我想我已不可能够忘记你
我只能说我已真的爱上你

那年我们听着说爱你
我想这就是真的爱情
你说只想做普通朋友
我也没办法可以挽回

开心那是遥远的事情
现在伤心存在我心里
只有你能再让我欢笑
可是你是否还再爱我

repeat chorus

Written by fallen reason ©2006. fallen reason is a registered trademark in the name of Chow Yuan Ing. Protected by copyright laws.

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#1 : Fuck-up

growing up it ain't that nice to be
standing up trying to relive my dreams
feeling sad 'cos i ain't that happy
angered me cuz it's a fuck-up world

sometimes you wake up to reality
and it seems that there's nothing worth to live
this is life and there ain't nothing to do
just because it is a fuck-up world

Chorus:

sometimes you know it true babe
that this is a fuck-up world
there is nothing you can do
to make a change to the world

and this is the truth baby
you just have to face it babe
and in this world there is no one
for you to trust fully

Written by fallen reason ©2006. fallen reason is a registered trademark in the name of Chow Yuan Ing. Protected by copyright laws.

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